Update I am getting calls of people wondering how I am doing and so I thought I will just update my blog more for a bit.
I am doing great. Besides this bump that I really wish wasn't there at the moment since it forces me to be in between stages of maternity and tight jeans. Not fun! Other then that my energy is coming back which is so nice. I continue to have all these waves of emotions. Some do to comments people make but for the most part. I am just so appreciative to all these people that care and want to offer their words of encouragement. Like Sunday I am sitting by this older lady in the ward and she is consoling me with. Oh, your little boy is so cute. Oh, you really should have another one and have it be a girl. To that I smiled and thought. Well, yes that would be nice but really at this point we are just working on healthy here. I know she meant well. And to that I am thankful. And yes she was very aware that I just lost my baby. I love Old people they really can say what ever they want and you still love them.
Back to Saturday which I had a lot of contractions but nothing to come of it. So we ended up boxing up the office and play room. Nice to work on something.
Today, I worked like crazy to get my house in order for when the inevitable should happen or Wednesday's scheduled D&C (Every time I write that I think of the scripture and that would be heck of a lot nice option). I cleaned my bottom of the house, grocery shopped for a Whole Vegan menu this week. So excited about some of these new recipes I am going to be trying. Thanks to Vegan momma! Love her blog. Then got stuff ready for preschool graduation and had contraction all day. I think I will be happy when they stop. Cause at this point they just hurt and I am kind of wishing it was a person so I could kick them back so they would stop. Tonight we had a great FHE while entertaining Craigs List members who want to buy our furniture. So with that its been a crazy day.
Monday, May 24, 2010
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5 comments:
oh rachel i am so sorry to hear about your baby! i obviously have been behind on blogging. you are so strong & such a beautiful woman...keep the faith. i know it can be so hard. so often we don't understand entirely but one day. i visit with james' grandma (she's 94) & she always talks about her 1 baby she lost & how she cannot wait to meet that baby when she dies. so she wants to hurry up & die.:) i hope you continue to feel well....keep posting about that vegan diet...& i hope you can pass everything naturally...sending love & prayers your way.:)
oh rach. i'm so sorry! i feel your loss and pain (& can totally sympathize with the crazy "consolation" comments. my favorite was after i lost my second, "oh, maybe this was Heavenly Father's way of saying you just weren't ready for another one." yeah that makes me feel so much better- thanks....)
you are in my thoughts and prayers. lots of love!!!
Hang in there girlfriend. Sure love ya
Dear Rachel,
I will go through my recipe file. Fred and I ate vegetarian for a number of years. Did you know Gail Busby? She's a devout vegetarian.
I'll send you some recipes. Can you send me your e-mail address? Mine is rjcarter21@gmail.com
I have a few really good vegan salad recipes.
You're brave and trusting in our Savior! That's good enough. Time is a blessing - I can vouch for that. Tears heal.
I send my love,
Rebecca (Palmer) Carter
hang in there and let me know if you need anything :)
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